The backdoor, chocolate star, brown eye. These are all euphemisms used to describe the lowermost part of our genitalia—our buttholes! Some people say it’s an exit only, never an entrance. But others are crazy about taking it up the stinker. What am I discussing, exactly? Anal sex, of course!
Historical evidence of anal sex exists dating as far back as 700AD in ancient Greece. You may have heard distasteful jokes about Greek people enjoying butt sex before, well, now you know where they originate! Needless to say, this sexual activity has been going on for quite some time. Did you know that anal sex is still illegal in some parts of the United States? Talk about forbidden fruit.
Personally, anal sex is something I have yet to experience. That’s right. I’m still an anal virgin! It surprises me as well considering I have been in the adult industry for a number of years at this point. My anal virginity is something I have had the desire to lose for a while now now and I think 2023 will be the year it actually happens!
Why haven’t I done it?
Despite being a filthy fetish model on camera for four years now I have somehow managed to keep my anal virginity until the age of twenty four. It’s not that I haven’t been interested in it until recently—I have been for some time now but my booty is just too tight! Anal is something I have attempted in the past but to no avail, my hole remains virgin.
Even with copious amounts of lubricant and various anal toys the pain has been too intense. At the same time, I’ve read articles online, sought advice from friends and spent hours putting toys in myself yet my anal cherry has still not been popped! Losing my anal virginity is a big goal of mine for 2023 and I am determined to make it happen!
Why do I want it so bad?
After having the opportunity to live out so many of my sexual fantasies I’ve become increasingly focused on the fantasies I have not experienced. Anal first interested me when I was nineteen years old. I bought my first set of training butt plugs around this time. If you’re unfamiliar with these kinds of sex toys, it usually includes multiple butt plugs increasing in size. The idea is that once you get used to the smallest plug you can move up to the next size and so on. Only for me, it didn’t work out so well.
I had never put anything in my butt. I began using the smallest plug daily and quickly ran into discomfort. Even after seeking a plethora of anal advice no matter what I did I was unable to move up to the biggest butt plug. Despite the efforts I was putting forth to loosen my booty it was to no avail. Because of this I’ve been unable to experience multiple fantasies of mine including receiving an anal creampie and being able to stretch myself out with my largest toys. I am determined to make my fantasies come true even if it is only for hedonistic pleasure.
How will I achieve it?
Reaching my anal goals is a priority for me in 2023 and I plan to create a training regimen and be dedicated to it throughout the year. With regular enemas, weekly anal masturbation and daily butt plugs I hope to relax my sphincter enough to be able to lose my anal virginity. Originally this plan was supposed to take effect at the beginning of the year but due to multiple extenuating circumstances, it is now February and I’ve yet to start my anal journey. Hopefully within the next few weeks I will be able to finalize a training regimen and begin the road to having butt sex for the first time!
The use of poppers is also something I’ve been considering to help move things along. I realize this is a bit of a controversial topic. Previously when I sought others’ experiences and advice regarding the use of poppers and anal I was met with multiple warnings, people telling me that poppers are inhalants, and similar responses. However I was already fully aware of the fact that poppers can have negative impacts on health. Poppers are not something I plan to use regularly but simply something I want to try to enhance my anal experience. I do like to have a good time and experiment with substances, so using poppers is not a big deal to me. Especially considering I will not be inhaling them on a regular basis. For me my focus is on fun and sexual pleasure, not the substance itself.
Where can you keep up with my journey?
My entire anal journey will be documented through photos, videos, and text entries. Daily butt plug photos and anal masturbation videos will be uploaded to my fan club. I may even be sharing my very first enema videos there as well!—within the limitations of the terms of service, of course. Not only will I be performing these acts solo but expect to see some boy/girl anal training antics as well.
If you’re not a member of my fan club, you will be able to read updates right here on my official blog. Every step of my anal training journey will be documented in writing and shared here for you all! And when the time finally comes for me to lose my anal virginity, the whole thing will be captured on video and available to view!
Let the stretching commence!
I am incredibly excited to begin this journey and to be able to share it with my fans. I can’t wait to see what my booty is capable of and for you all to see, too! For an all access pass to my anal training journey, become a member of my Kinky fan club tier where you’ll also be able to see all the other boy/girl videos I already have available! And be sure to subscribe here on my blog for free updates, too!